Curhat pernikahan #2

Saya pengin cerai.

There I said it. 

But I don't have enough guts to do it.

I hate my self.

I should not married that man. The reget for the rest of my life.

I married the man whom I 'm not fall in love with.

How could I did that to my self? To my life? 

I'm pathetic! 

What did I thinking? 

This is not what I want. He is not what I want.

The worst is, I don't know what or who I  want. But one thing for sure, I don't want this and him.

And it's too late and everything has set up and I' m married. 

And as expected, i'm unhappy.

Oh, how I hate my self. I really hate her.

Shit! Dammit!