Curhat pernikahan #2

Saya pengin cerai.

There I said it. 

But I don't have enough guts to do it.

I hate my self.

I should not married that man. The reget for the rest of my life.

I married the man whom I 'm not fall in love with.

How could I did that to my self? To my life? 

I'm pathetic! 

What did I thinking? 

This is not what I want. He is not what I want.

The worst is, I don't know what or who I  want. But one thing for sure, I don't want this and him.

And it's too late and everything has set up and I' m married. 

And as expected, i'm unhappy.

Oh, how I hate my self. I really hate her.

Shit! Dammit! 

Wishlist: abilities

1. Normal eyeshight

2. Pinkish lip

3. Flawless skin

4. Sexy glowing body skin

5. Bigger boobs, but not too big

6. Bigger butts, but not too big neither

7. The ability to speak at least 7 different foreign languages

8. The ability to speak at least 5 different local languages

9. Amazing self defence

10. Parkour

11. Driving anytype of cars and/or riding anykind of motocycles.

12. Musical abilities, eg: melodious instruments, percusions, singing

13. Deadly addictive kiss (oh well, I already expertise on this kind of thing. Why would I include it on the list? Do'oh)